here you find me in between

[burn it to the ground]
Sam/girl!Dean
Adult
2372 words

( And there it was. He left her; he always knew that’s what it would come down to. )

[and gratitude is mine, i admire the way you shine]
Sam/Dean - rated R
4,441 words

notes: AU. this is a companion piece to [it seems you need a saving grace, and a savior is something i'm not]

( I’m always cold, Sam whispers, and it wasn’t the kind of cold Dean meant, but he knows how it feels anyway. So he gets a paper cup from the stack on the sink and fills it with tap water. He watches Sam struggle to sit up, and he knows how that feels, too; he knows how it feels to struggle to stand up, to stay awake, to make yourself live one more day you don’t think you should. )

[woodsmoke will always tell old stories]
sam/girl dean, past sam/ruby
adult
4980 words

notes: au. Dean is a girl and always has been.

( In the backseat the leather is cold on her legs. It’s early November and she’s wondering where things went wrong. She remembers back in July, the way his fingers felt on her back, moving in tiny ticklish circles; her body aches for him in ways she’s never known before. )

[sailing to byzantium]
jared/genevieve, jared/jensen
rated r
785 words

( She can’t help but think this is how it’s always been, and how it’s always going to be: Jared between the two of them. )

[let her breathe where the lick of memory wants]
sam/ruby - r
1257 words

notes: for elohvee

( The sign on the front of the building tells them it’s been condemned, and she has to swallow down her laughter at the irony of parking here, of all places: a condemned lot, for a condemned building, and two damned souls. )

[a living dance upon dead minds]
sam/dean
adult
818 words

notes: this is for lightthesparks, based on this picture.

( At the car, Dean stoops to unlock the doors and Sam grabs fistfuls of jacket, breathing heavy the smell the Dean, the feel of him, the heat of him. He hears the air go out of Dean’s lungs when they tumble back against the car, Sam’s weight too much on Dean. )

[somewhere a clock is ticking]
sam/dean
NC-17
1916 words

notes: coda to 5x04. also, for shiplessheathen

( It’s almost fifty miles until they get to the next town and the next motel. They’re quiet as they move their things into the room, but for the first time since the night in the chapel, there is no anger. )